Psalm 116:2 Because He turned His ear to me, I will call on Him as long as I live.
My story Part 2: Nothing prepared me for what happened when I raised my hand – acknowledging my doubt about knowing Jesus as Lord. I thought it was hopeless, that I had too many doubts, but what did I have to lose? I was startled to see a young man of about 15 push a chair to the middle of the circle of students and say, “This is where you meet Jesus!”
The evangelist came over to me and said that I could confess my sins and know that I was forgiven – that I would be clean inside; that if I wanted to know Jesus as my personal Savior and Lord – beyond a shadow of a doubt – to walk out to that chair and let them pray for me – so I did.
All of the students gathered around me and began praying – and pray they did! There came a point when the evangelist asked me if I knew Jesus as Lord. I replied, “No. But I want to!” At that moment, it happened – I met Him! From the top of my head, through my body to my toes, His power went through me! God gave me a thunderous conversion experience beyond anything I could have ever dreamed of! My Matterhorn of doubt was leveled in an instant. Inside I was utterly changed, cleansed and filled with His presence. Jesus was real and I was His!!!!
I was absolutely overwhelmed. Within me was a tumultuous mass of joy, excitement, freedom, cleanness – there was Jesus, inside of me! And He didn’t go away! After praying for others, we walked out of that prayer room into the main meeting area. I so clearly remember looking out the windows at the woods and the lake. I thought, “I’m 20 and life expectancy is about 70. How do I keep this alive and vibrant for 50+ years?” There was nothing in my experience that led me to believe that something this incredibly good could be sustained for any period of time. The idea of it getting even better never entered my mind!
October 11th was my 53rd birthday in the Lord. My love relationship with Jesus is more vibrant and more wonderful than ever. It has never grown cold. Words cannot describe the gratitude that I have because God made me His own; the joy of tears streaming down my face because of Jesus. I will love Him forever because He heard my cry. Because He turned His ear to me, I will call on Him as long as I live.